An Energetic Exploration of Vulnerability: Navigating the Depths of Emotion
In recent weeks, I've embarked on a profound journey into the heart of vulnerability. It's been a potent reminder that, as an individual deeply immersed in the world of spiritual guidance and energy work, my own emotions are just as worthy of exploration as those of my clients. This journey has taught me that even when things appear to be going well, and I'm harmoniously aligned with my divine team, life can still throw experiences my way that stir sadness and discomfort. It's a lesson in understanding that these emotions are not necessarily a result of wrongdoing on my part; they are, instead, an integral part of my personal growth.
While I thought I had a strong grasp of processing and integrating these emotions, I discovered a layer of vulnerability that had yet to be unveiled. It was a challenge not only to experience and reflect on these emotions internally but also to express them to others, even to friends who I knew would receive my vulnerability with grace. This revealed to me that there was a facet of vulnerability I had yet to conquer, an opportunity to navigate these feelings with greater ease.
As someone who has historically been recognized for having it "all together" – someone who could maintain a composed facade even in the face of adversity, often as a trauma response – the thought of being seen without this veneer of composure can be daunting. It's a challenge to reveal the raw and vulnerable aspects of oneself, to allow yourself to be seen without the protective mask of having it all together.
This realization propelled me to delve deeper into understanding vulnerability from both an energetic and spiritual perspective. What better way to complete this journey than by sharing my experiences and insights with all of you?
The following Q&A is channeled via The Akashic Records:
I turned to the Akashic Records, seeking to explore vulnerability in a way that would enrich my understanding and yours. Here's what I discovered:
What is Vulnerability in this Context?
In this exploration, vulnerability is defined as the experience of feeling emotions that are in discord with our personal truths. It involves transforming these emotions into clarity with the soul's intention to evolve and integrate realizations.
What is the Purpose of Vulnerability for our Souls?
Vulnerability is the mechanism of the soul that is deeply bound to the rhythms and cycles we exist within. It is a mechanism that both shows (introspection), and teaches (expansion); this creates a pulsing, like a heartbeat, that moves in rhythm with our natural cycles of life. Vulnerability shows us the emotions or experiences that shape us and influence us, and provide a pathway to learn from them and expand our perception even further. It is the transformation of feeling into acknowledging into knowing. The mechanism of Vulnerability is intersected by the pathway of compassion, signifying the energy that is meant to be the guiding force for moving through the rhythm of vulnerability.
What is the Meaning of the Vulnerability Experience?
Experiencing Vulnerability is a beautiful thing, and it is often the mechanism that propels you through a rhythm or cycle. This happens by feeling a raw emotion (often triggered by an external event), recognizing the emotion, following the emotion to it's inner wisdom, and then integrating that wisdom into expanded perspective to be utilized not just individually but to also be shared through interactions with others.
This is in part because emotions are an 'alert' that sounds as a result of underlying energy currents of frequency and information, emotions are carriers that bring that information into a more dense state to be embodied.
This rhythm and process of vulnerability is often the catalyst for change and more authentic expression. This is exceptionally meaningful to understand because it allows movement through the cycle with less fear and more understanding - this is why we mentioned that the mechanism of Vulnerability is intersected by the energy of Compassion, as working through your experience of Vulnerability with compassion, instead of fear or resistance, is the key for a gentle but profound transformation.
Do you have any advice for Navigating the Uncomfortable Nature of Vulnerability?
Resisting against Vulnerability can extend the duration of the cycle being experienced, and prevent the transition into the expanded perspective that someone is aligned to have. But resistance to experiencing vulnerability does not inherently signify that someone is 'out of alignment' or doing something 'wrong.' There is meaning in the length of time spent feeling vulnerable. This is because even when vulnerability is being avoided or resisted - it is still being experienced. What this resistance does is extend the period in which the vulnerability is experienced, and the duration of the cycle being moved through. We recall your attention to the discussion of how the beginning of the cycle of Vulnerability is "feeling a raw emotion (often triggered by an external event)." This is important because the depth of the raw emotion and the nature of the external event have a significant impact on the ability to go through the cycle of Vulnerability. Some experiences require a longer or deeper period of processing.
In the context of the intersection of Compassion, the use of Compassion in processing the Vulnerability is not to rush the process - but to instead encourage the ability to move through the cycle with as much gentleness and love as possible. This aids in validating the authentic experience of vulnerability, may it be processed quickly or require many years, a minor layer of transformation or a deep exploration and uncovering. Compassion allows for gentleness and ease (even if the actions used to process the Vulnerability calls for divine rage and complex actions). This ease and gentleness, this compassion, is simply relating to the compassion directed to the self in moving through the cycle in the most meaningful and authentic way needed.
So for those that feel disconnected from Vulnerability, or find it difficult or scary to embrace, know that that is okay. It's okay to feel that it is scary, and you can feel that for as long as feels meaningful. But when it no longer feels meaningful, and there is a yearning to move through it, it is helpful to allow compassion to move through you and into the next stages of the cycle.
Sharing Vulnerability with Others:
The purpose of sharing the experience of vulnerability with others is simple. In understanding and expressing an experience of vulnerability with others, it deepens your own understanding of the experience through the discussion of it. Just as there is value in the introspection of vulnerability, there is value in the expression of it. The expression of the wisdom and perspective learned is what completes the cycle of vulnerability by embodying the experience. Furthermore, it serves to not just complete your experience, but to also increase the ripple effects of your knowledge into the community in a way that can aid others with meeting their own vulnerabilities with more compassion and wisdom.
How do you Practice Vulnerability in a more Healthy Way?
The most important things to keep in mind when doing this, are boundaries, consent, and purpose. Boundaries in this context refers to presenting the information in a format that is accessible for others to consume within their own timing and space, Consent in this context refers to respecting others decision to receive the information you wish to relay and accounting for that in the way it is shared. Purpose, in this context refers to delivering the insight with introspection about why you are doing so - this is particularly beneficial for ensuring that it is expressed out of a desire to build healthy community bonds or to share wisdom in a way that still honors the individual experiences of others. If keeping these three concepts in mind when choosing to share an experience of vulnerability, there can be assurance that it is being delivered with integrity.
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Incorporating insights from the Akashic Records into my journey has helped me embrace vulnerability within myself and in sharing it with others. It's a reminder that vulnerability is a natural part of the human experience, and it's okay to embrace it.
If you, too, grapple with vulnerability or find yourself in a transitional cycle, I'm here to support you. Explore my Intuitive Akashic Led Sessions or Channeled Cartomancy Readings to discover how I can help you navigate your journey with ease and clarity, uncovering a deeper sense of your authentic truth.
In embracing vulnerability, we find our strength, wisdom, and connection with the world around us. It's a journey that allows us to evolve and understand our ever-changing souls.
This post was originally shared on my previous website seekersevolving.com on 07/01/2021 and has been edited and expanded on to better address the evolution of my experience.